12 May 2017

Installing conpot on debian Jessie (8) for the lazy:

Prerequisites:
Update your box and sync your clock:
# apt-get update && apt-get upgrade
# apt-get install ntpdate libmysqlclient-dev gcc libpython27-dev

Then do a time update :
# ntpdate -v time.nist.gov

Now install pip :
# wget https://bootstrap.pypa.io/get-pip.py
# python get-pip.py
Then you should get something like this :
root@debian-dev:~# pip -V
pip 9.0.1 from /usr/local/lib/python2.7/dist-packages (python 2.7)

nice. Now on to
Conpot itself:
# pip install conpot
But if you run it it fails with this error:
[...] from bacpypes import LocalDeviceObjectImportError: cannot import name LocalDeviceObject

Awww snap !
That’s because conpot is a bit outdated and looks for a class in the bacpypes package where it used to be several versions ago, but the author moved it. So all your lazy ass has to do is change
IN FILE: /usr/local/lib/python2.7/dist-packages/conpot/protocols/bacnet/bacnet_server.py
Look for: from bacpypes.app import LocalDeviceObject
Change to: from bacpypes.service.device import LocalDeviceObject

And what do you know: magic happens :
# conpot --help
[...]  Version 0.5.1  MushMush Foundation [...]

Now run it test if it actually listens :
# conpot --template default

And Surely enough, it does :
[...]
2017-05-12 16:21:15,204 IPMI BMC initialized.
2017-05-12 16:21:15,204 Conpot IPMI initialized using /usr/lib64/python2.7/site-packages/conpot/templates/default/ipmi/ipmi.xml template
2017-05-12 16:21:15,204 Found and enabled ('ipmi', ) protocol.
2017-05-12 16:21:15,204 No proxy template found. Service will remain unconfigured/stopped.
2017-05-12 16:21:15,204 Modbus server started on: ('0.0.0.0', 502)
2017-05-12 16:21:15,204 S7Comm server started on: ('0.0.0.0', 102)
2017-05-12 16:21:15,205 HTTP server started on: ('0.0.0.0', 80)
2017-05-12 16:21:15,275 SNMP server started on: ('0.0.0.0', 161)
2017-05-12 16:21:15,275 Bacnet server started on: ('0.0.0.0', 47808)
2017-05-12 16:21:15,276 IPMI server started on: ('0.0.0.0', 623)
2017-05-12 16:21:20,206 Privileges dropped, running as "nobody:nogroup"
[...]

Right, so you told python to do it’s thing, and surely it now listens :
root@debian-dev:~# netstat -antlup | grep -i list
tcp        0      0 0.0.0.0:502             0.0.0.0:*               LISTEN      11642/python  
tcp        0      0 0.0.0.0:22              0.0.0.0:*               LISTEN      403/sshd      
tcp        0      0 127.0.0.1:25            0.0.0.0:*               LISTEN      667/exim4      
tcp        0      0 0.0.0.0:57657           0.0.0.0:*               LISTEN      386/rpc.statd  
tcp        0      0 0.0.0.0:102             0.0.0.0:*               LISTEN      11642/python  
tcp        0      0 0.0.0.0:111             0.0.0.0:*               LISTEN      373/rpcbind    
tcp        0      0 0.0.0.0:80              0.0.0.0:*               LISTEN      11642/python  
tcp6       0      0 :::22                   :::*                    LISTEN      403/sshd      
tcp6       0      0 ::1:25                  :::*                    LISTEN      667/exim4      
tcp6       0      0 :::42332                :::*                    LISTEN      386/rpc.statd  
tcp6       0      0 :::111                  :::*                    LISTEN      373/rpcbind     

Mind you, this box be much new, very basic.

Here’s how it looks like from a browser on port 80:
















Such conpot, much http !
Now get configuring. This guide doesn't cover that since it's plainly written here : https://mushorg.github.io/conpot/usage/index.html

Installing conpot on Centos 7 easy for the lazy:

Prerequisites:
First of all, I am talking about a fresh install, so read between the lines if that’s not the case, mkay mkay. Make sure your system is updated and your clock is set properly:
# yum -y update
# yum -y install ntpdate

then ln -sf /usr/share/zoneinfo/[Your_Region]/Your_Capital_City /etc/localtime
For example

# ln -sf /usr/share/zoneinfo/Europe/Bucharest /etc/localtime
Then do a time update :
# ntpdate -v time.nist.gov

Now install pip :
# curl -O https://bootstrap.pypa.io/get-pip.py
# python get-pip.py 
Then you should get something like this :
[root@centos7development ~]# pip -V
pip 9.0.1 from /usr/lib/python2.7/site-packages (python 2.7)

Dependencies:
# yum install mariadb-devel gcc python-devel
nice. Now on to
Conpot itself:
# pip install conpot
But if you run it it fails with this error:
[...] from bacpypes import LocalDeviceObjectImportError: cannot import name LocalDeviceObject

Awww snap !
That’s because conpot is a bit outdated and looks for a class in the bacpypes package where it used to be several versions ago, but the author moved it. So all your lazy ass has to do is change
IN FILE: /usr/lib64/python2.7/site-packages/conpot/protocols/bacnet/bacnet_server.py
Look for: from bacpypes.app import LocalDeviceObject
Change to: from bacpypes.service.device import LocalDeviceObject

And what do you know: magic happens :
# conpot --help
[...]  Version 0.5.1  MushMush Foundation [...]

Now run it test if it actually listens :
# conpot --template default

And Surely enough, it does :
[...]
2017-05-12 16:21:15,204 IPMI BMC initialized.
2017-05-12 16:21:15,204 Conpot IPMI initialized using /usr/lib64/python2.7/site-packages/conpot/templates/default/ipmi/ipmi.xml template
2017-05-12 16:21:15,204 Found and enabled ('ipmi', ) protocol.
2017-05-12 16:21:15,204 No proxy template found. Service will remain unconfigured/stopped.
2017-05-12 16:21:15,204 Modbus server started on: ('0.0.0.0', 502)
2017-05-12 16:21:15,204 S7Comm server started on: ('0.0.0.0', 102)
2017-05-12 16:21:15,205 HTTP server started on: ('0.0.0.0', 80)
2017-05-12 16:21:15,275 SNMP server started on: ('0.0.0.0', 161)
2017-05-12 16:21:15,275 Bacnet server started on: ('0.0.0.0', 47808)
2017-05-12 16:21:15,276 IPMI server started on: ('0.0.0.0', 623)
2017-05-12 16:21:20,206 Privileges dropped, running as "nobody:nobody"
[...]

Right, so you told python to do it’s thing, and surely it now listens :
[root@centos7development ~]# netstat -antlup | grep -i list
tcp        0      0 0.0.0.0:80              0.0.0.0:*               LISTEN      18362/python    
tcp        0      0 0.0.0.0:502             0.0.0.0:*               LISTEN      18362/python    
tcp        0      0 0.0.0.0:22              0.0.0.0:*               LISTEN      896/sshd        
tcp        0      0 127.0.0.1:25            0.0.0.0:*               LISTEN      991/master      
tcp        0      0 0.0.0.0:102             0.0.0.0:*               LISTEN      18362/python    
tcp6       0      0 :::22                   :::*                    LISTEN      896/sshd        
tcp6       0      0 ::1:25                  :::*                    LISTEN      991/master        

Mind you, this box be much new, very basic.
Being Centos and all that you need to setup some firewall permissions, but for the sake of argument, and since this is not a "how-to firewalld yourself", I just disabled it :
Here’s how it looks like from a browser on port 80:
















Such conpot, much http !
Now get configuring. This guide doesn't cover that since it's plainly written here : https://mushorg.github.io/conpot/usage/index.html

27 January 2017

Building curl (7.52.1) rpms on CentOS 6 and 7

Greetings,

Let's save you the trouble of trial and error figuring out how to make this thing work in a somewhat elegant manner, by having rpms and being able to up/down-grade at any time, and eventually ending up with something like this:

[root@centos6 build]# curl --version
curl 7.52.1 (x86_64-redhat-linux-gnu) libcurl/7.52.1 OpenSSL/1.0.1e zlib/1.2.3 libssh2/1.4.2
Protocols: dict file ftp ftps gopher http https imap imaps ldap ldaps pop3 pop3s rtsp scp sftp smb smbs smtp smtps telnet tftp 
Features: AsynchDNS IPv6 Largefile GSS-API Kerberos SPNEGO NTLM NTLM_WB SSL libz UnixSockets HTTPS-proxy 
[root@centos6 build]# rpm -q curl
curl-7.52.1-1.x86_64
[root@centos6 build]# rpm -q libcurl
libcurl-7.52.1-1.x86_64
[root@centos6 build]# 

First, prepare your environment and sync the clocks. You don't want to know the ammount of wierd errors happening because your clock isn't in sync.

For CentOS 6:
sudo yum -y update && yum -y groupinstall "Development Tools" 
sudo yum -y install groff krb5-devel libidn-devel libssh2-devel nss-devel openldap-devel openssh-clients openssh-server pkgconfig stunnel zlib-devel rpm-build ntpdate perl-Time-HiRes 
sudo ntpdate -v time.nist.gov  

For CentOS 7:

sudo yum -y update
sudo yum group mark-install "Development Tools"
sudo yum group update
sudo yum -y install groff krb5-devel libidn-devel libssh2-devel nss-devel openldap-devel openssh-clients openssh-server pkgconfig stunnel zlib-devel rpm-build ntpdate perl-Time-HiRes perl-Digest-MD5
sudo ntpdate -v time.nist.gov

Now setup the actual build:

sudo adduser build

Login as user "build"

sudo su - build -
mkdir -p ~/rpmbuild/{BUILD,RPMS,SOURCES,SPECS,SRPMS}
echo '%_topdir %(echo $HOME)/rpmbuild' > ~/.rpmmacros

Now you will need the source package for curl 7.52.1 and this spec file which is "borrowed" and modified from the official centos srpm.

Copy this paste to a file and call it curl.spec, save it in the homedir of user "build" : Curl 7.52.1 spec

Paste this to rpmbuild/SOURCES/curlbuild.h (create it as it does not yet exist) : curlbuild.h

Download the sources :

wget https://curl.haxx.se/download/curl-7.52.1.tar.lzma -O rpmbuild/SOURCES/curl-7.52.1.tar.lzma

Then build :

cd && rpmbuild -ba curl.spec

It should work and the final files are these:

ls rpmbuild/RPMS/x86_64/ -lah
total 1.2M
drwxr-xr-x. 2 build build 4.0K Jan 27 20:33 .
drwxrwxr-x. 3 build build 4.0K Jan 27 20:33 ..
-rw-rw-r--. 1 build build 261K Jan 27 20:33 curl-7.52.1-1.x86_64.rpm
-rw-rw-r--. 1 build build  24K Jan 27 20:33 curl-debuginfo-7.52.1-1.x86_64.rpm
-rw-rw-r--. 1 build build 200K Jan 27 20:33 libcurl-7.52.1-1.x86_64.rpm
-rw-rw-r--. 1 build build 654K Jan 27 20:33 libcurl-devel-7.52.1-1.x86_64.rpm

Now install them :

rpm -Uvh /home/build/rpmbuild/RPMS/x86_64/curl-7.52.1-1.x86_64.rpm /home/build/rpmbuild/RPMS/x86_64/libcurl-7.52.1-1.x86_64.rpm 

Preparing...                ########################################### [100%]
   1:libcurl                ########################################### [ 50%]
   2:curl                   ########################################### [100%]

And you have it :

curl 7.52.1 (x86_64-redhat-linux-gnu) libcurl/7.52.1 OpenSSL/1.0.1e zlib/1.2.3 libssh2/1.4.2
Protocols: dict file ftp ftps gopher http https imap imaps ldap ldaps pop3 pop3s rtsp scp sftp smb smbs smtp smtps telnet tftp 
Features: AsynchDNS IPv6 Largefile GSS-API Kerberos SPNEGO NTLM NTLM_WB SSL libz UnixSockets HTTPS-proxy

Yay :D Happy downloading !
Big thanks to whoever maintains hilite.me !

21 April 2016

Dragon Age: Inquisition The Deeproads DLC Load crash fix and/or possible suggestions.

So you like to play on PC and you too had this problem, eh ?
Load a game saved anywhere inside the Ruins of Heidrun Thaig and the game loads ending up to a black screen with the pulsating DAI logo which then freezes, Cpu usage goes to 99% and the game needs termination from the task manager.

Stay with a fereldan horse mount, select that one and forget about any other exotics. - unbeliveable but this actually does the trick.
Other solution involves Alt Tabbing out of the game as soon as you hit the load button and waiting for two minutes or so then Alt Tabbing back.
Other solution involves entering the Deeproads from the war council table but that doesn't always fix the issue.

This is bugged but as far as i know it's the only place in the game where this happens constantly. Other areas/DLC's should be flawless.

BUT WAIT:
What if you don't have any *decently* *recently* saved game previous to entering the DLC area ? 

Well,
Quick way:
  • Go to C:\Users\{YOUR_USER}\Documents\Bioware\Dragon Age Inquisition\Save and delete the ProfileOptions_profile file. it should be a 2kb file.
  • if you have a controller, unplug it.
  • Enter the game but change no settings whatsoever. Just load your Ruins of Heidrun Thaig save. It *SHOULD* load. 
  • As soon as it does, go to Skyhold, change your mount to a fereldan horse, SAVE YOUR GAME.
  • Go to options and customize graphic settings, enable controller support, plug in your controller, EXIT game.
  • Start the game again, load your Skyhold save, fast travel to Yours truly (screenshot below)
The Deep Roads way :
  • if you have a controller, unplug it.
  • Repair/reinstall whatever your game.
  • Go to C:\Users\{YOUR_USER}\Documents\Bioware\Dragon Age Inquisition\Save and cut as in *move it* "ProfileOptions_profile" somewhere safe. - Leave ONLY the DAS files and "ProfileOptions" file.
  • Enter the game but change no settings whatsoever. Just load your Ruins of Heidrun Thaig save. It *SHOULD* load.
  • As soon as it does, go to Skyhold, change your mount to a fereldan horse, SAVE YOUR GAME.
  • Go to options and customize graphic settings, enable controller support, plug your controller, EXIT game.
  • Start the game again, load your Skyhold save, fast travel to Yours truly :

Credits:
As suggested by Niah_Dark
As suggested by MonorissStormrag
Also to me, because I played a while in the deeproads and my non crash save was hours behind.

12 March 2014

A word on business

How to understand business:
- it makes money so it must be right -

Best value for money : did a friend tell you? no ? ignore it.
We care about our customers : they care about their profits.
Save on x this weekend limited offer : no it's not. you don't save on anything at all. They make a product, estimate sales, estimate profit, in case all fails, workers get fired, company profits via "limited extra deals" "special offers" "exclusive deals" "anything that at least returns investment"
New and improved: more shiny/better engineered to keep returning revenue.
24/7 tech support: maybe, but how competent ? did a friend tell you ? no? prolly not worth it.
Testimonials : did a friend tell you ? you know what to do.
Ease of use : should be "dumbed down". they know you are stupid. they profit from it.
Modern look: you fall for stereotypes. They're counting on it.
Free: no it's not. anything free - you're the payment. You get to provide statistic information gender/date of birth/email/etc. They make serious money from gathering data, masquerading it by giving you a "free" product. Even if you don't tell them anything they can still gather data. You have to take possession of the free goods, they will log it. Worse case scenario, they feed you crumbs one time, you'll shake your tail forever.
 - the list goes on. They make sure of it every time they need money. which is 24/7

Doesn't even have to come as advertised. You claim reimbursement, they have the EULA.

Remember: You are greedy. They know.
Remember: You are cheap. They know as well.
In fact they're so competent at researching it, they use it against you on a daily basis.

You think you're smart. They know. While you're making them money they can even throw a bonus diploma to make you feel better.

Also Remember:
Small time punks make it big.
Small time punks make money. Dream money. See money.
They do.
Precisely because they're not "educated". (more on this later. those quotes are not by accident)
They don't care about the what-ifs. they don't even consider them.
They aim and shoot.
Most do well.
Some make it big.
Their business expands.
Their mentality remains constant.
It worked for them so it must be right. It will keep on working.

You don't care: They approve.
You keep buying. They keep lying.
They made money so it must be right.

You want a job. They offer -opportunities-
You make money: Not even close to what they make on your ass.
You like it.
So do they.

You settle and you think you're good ? They think you're perfect.
Congratulations, you are an "educated" human being.
-----

On "education":
What is education as a concept: acquiring skills necessary to survive, evolve and thrive.
What is education today: a very good business in itself.
How did modern education came to be ? Industrialization needed to train monkeys to read/write, perform basic math such as conversion between certain units of measurement, understand workflows, coordinate assembly line production for maximum profit.
I mean efficiency.
How is education today: most graduates confirm lack of employment. Inability to join an assembly line.
Doesn't even provide what it was engineered to: true, it evolved.
Why is it still around in the same old formula ? - it's become a very successful business in itself: vast amounts of money are required to cover expenses during basic education from start to finish not to mention college and higher.
What does it actually do to the average joe ?
Prepare him for shifts that he will probably find hard to find.
(average joes complete basic education and instruct offspring to follow same path)
What does it actually do to the gifted joe ? 
Prepare him for setting up shifts for average joes.
(small time punks fit here, usually for a while then dropout)
What does it actually do to the genius joe ?
Start Armageddon.

ps: business is not evil. it's just seen too little genius joes.
but, but.. don't they care ?
no

12 June 2013

so, my 2 cents on internet censorship:

Before i begin, let's talk about the real reason why kennedy was shot(it's relevant here). Dollars failed to have intrinsic value and he was shot cause he re-instated intrinsic value on the dollar.

as in this black/white scan of a dollar bill that was printed at the time ->

(this is an example bank note). note the inscription at the bottom (middle) "one silver dollar payable to the bearer on demand"
That means you take the piece of paper, go to the bank, get your silver's worth and make a ring with it or smth.
Right after he was shot the dollar is as is today a -legal tender- and nothing more.


like this color one here-> 

Note it says in the upper left it'a s legal tender. basically a worthless piece of paper who'se value is dictated by who-the-fuck-knows-who. the federal reserve prolly but that's besides the point.

Now what does this have to do with internet censorship ?
well, take a look at this: https://btc-e.com/ and if u want to see how electronic money flows live and without hindrance look at this and click on the green buttons. you'll see some considerable ammounts of money flowing around unchecked by any bank authority: https://blockchain.info/





Now, take theese guys called the FTC. stands for federal trade commision. basically they're kinda like money police; k, but serving whom ? ;)
Now, bitcoin traffic is already getting big.
Copyright infringement/Hollywood&media losing money over internet piracy ? oh come on. the laws they would have our -beloved- governments pass are made for controlling the digital flow of information that this currency is 100% consistent of. Currency that grew wings and took such flight that it scares the shit out of them. You know, all the traffic filtering done at internet service provider level and all that stuff that a lot (even mainstream) news media websites are talking about for a couple of years now. acta/sopa/pipa/cispa and who knows what others.

-Comment or get drunk.
P.S.: original bitcoin creators are anonymous - no, not the group, not officially anyway, tho who knows ? it could be.

22 February 2013

how to install glastopf on centos 6 in a couple of minutes, no hassle

Edited on 04'th of March 2013 to reflect latest glastopf changes.
 
If you're wondering WTF is glastopf, well -> that's the bugger !
Some words before we begin:
Installing glastopf on Centos 6.3 32bit/64bit can be a pain especially if you break your already in place python setup. That's because glastopf needs 2.7 :) cute :>
First python version 2.7 needs to be installed without breaking the default 2.6 install (this would mess up yum and other tools that depend on python 2.6) *you want to stay away from that.

Ok, so how you set your OS up is up to you. you can get iso's, burn em and install in a physical machine, or virtualise using virtualbox/openvz/xen/vmware whatever you wish, the point is, you must have a fresh install(preferably) and a login prompt. 
Also, this was adapted from this ubuntu guide:the marvelous ubuntu guide. Once you're at a login prompt or at the shell, read on: 


All commands issued by root. If you must use sudo then do. I encourage it.
Setup the 'mess'(build) dir if you prefer but you can install python from anywhere.

Prepare the environment:
Prequisites from rpms

# yum groupinstall "Development Tools"
# yum install zlib-devel bzip2-devel openssl-devel ncurses-devel sqlite-devel readline-devel tk-devel php-devel libxml2-devel libxslt-devel atlas atlas-devel gcc-gfortran g++ git php php-devel wget screen mysql mysql-server mysql-devel libevent-headers
- accept all deps. 
- You need some of those things to have a not-only-barely-functional python interpreter. 
- from this point on it is recommended to perform all your work in screen. if you're not familiar with screen here's a good tutorial: the mighty screen. Basically it's a virtual terminal that keeps whatever stuff you do in it running even if your ssh session fails due to leet-isp-skills or alien crashes severing your fiber channels. Then when you reconnect you can re-attach to it and voila. it's as if you never left.
# mkdir -p /usr/local/build/
Python installation: cd to previously created dir, then:
# wget http://www.python.org/ftp/python/2.7.3/Python-2.7.3.tar.bz2
# tar xjf Python-2.7.3.tar.bz2
# cd Python-2.7.3
# ./configure --prefix=/usr/local
# make && make altinstall
(the red word is very important)
Prequisites for pip (if you don't like distribute feel free to use your favourite):
# cd /usr/local/build/ 
# curl -O http://python-distribute.org/distribute_setup.py
# python2.7 distribute_setup.py
Pip installation:
# cd /usr/local/build/  
# curl -O https://raw.github.com/pypa/pip/master/contrib/get-pip.py
# python2.7 get-pip.py
Proceed to prequisites for glastopf:
  • pymongo:
# pip-2.7 install --upgrade pymongo
  • numpy and other deps:
# pip-2.7 install numpy
# pip-2.7 install chardet sqlalchemy lxml beautifulsoup pyOpenSSL requests MySQL-python
# pip-2.7 install scipy
(be warned: pip installs software from alpha centauri so expect *some* delays. also compiling can take a while.)
  • antlr:
# cd /usr/local/build/
# wget http://www.antlr3.org/download/antlr-3.1.3.tar.gz
# tar xzf antlr-3.1.3.tar.gz
# cd antlr-3.1.3/runtime/Python
# python2.7 setup.py install
  • SKLearn:
# cd /usr/local/build/
# git clone git://github.com/scikit-learn/scikit-learn.git
# cd scikit-learn
# python2.7 setup.py install
  • evnet:
# cd /usr/local/build/
# git clone git://github.com/rep/evnet.git
# cd evnet
# python2.7 setup.py install
Install and configure the php sandbox
# cd /usr/local/build/
# git clone git://github.com/glastopf/BFR.git
# cd BFR
# phpize
# ./configure --enable-bfr
# make && make install
take a look at your architecture and add this line to php.ini accordingly:
zend_extension = /usr/lib/php/modules/bfr.so
or
zend_extension = /usr/lib64/php/modules/bfr.so

Proceed with glastopf 
# cd /usr/local/build
# git clone https://github.com/glastopf/glastopf.git
# cd glastopf
# python2.7 setup.py install
if for some weird reason this doesnt work retry last command - i had issues due to some weird network problems or mirror issues. 

Create a directory that will serve as your glastopf honeypot root. anywhere you want. For example /usr/local:
# mkdir /usr/local/honeypot 
# cd /usr/local/honeypot
AND THEN : 
# glastopf-runner.py
but wait. it fails. that's because in the glastopf.cfg file that it sets up in this directory the group id doesn't exist. it may on debiant/ubuntu but not on centos. so change it to nobody and adjust other settings and you're set.

# screen glastopf-runner.py
It should look like something similar to this with the last line being Glastopf started and privileges dropped:


:D enjoy

27 January 2012

Lucid horror

A prince from a far away kingdom was having a spiritual conversation with the love of his life, a princess from a far away land, thus spiritually debating life, death and purpose at his royal estate near his royal palace contemplating his royal kingdom through his vast royal windows that were open wide by his mentor, servant and most distinguished royal butler.

Lucian, his esteemed name was, while holding his beloved, sipping his wine asked her about freedom and it's meaning. after a moment, her hand slowly raised his chin and pointed towards the evening star.

Smiling, he thought to himself that one time too many have they debated over the beautiful things in life, for theirs was beautiful indeed, thus he felt an unstoppable urge to raise a whole different kind of question on which both of them could meditate upon.

So sudden were his thoughts that his beloved lady couldn't help but notice a quick to fade grin on her beloved's face.
Thus he asks: What is horror? What is so horrible to a mind that it shuts it's doors and windows or forces it to superhuman will in order to escape ?

They knew not all kingdoms fared as well as theirs and not all lands were as welcoming to the feet and they knew not all people were as kind and wise and welcoming as theirs. So they threw thought over distant seas to the barbaric nations, a mixture of kin and faith heard of only in old men's stories or dusty decaying books. She thought such places cannot be, for without order and knowledge like those found within the kingdom, what hope is there for any realm to prosper and see reason become fact ?

He however knew better. He remembers still being woken by his chains... The tall man, tied in chains, his hands scarred and painted, his face covered, that the royal guards were once moving though the palace courtyard into the cellars. His butler used to tell him stories regarding the barbarian and his far away lands. Stories of blood, famine, death and suffering.
His commitment to the night's proposed question that he himself proposed was too great, and he would not let her denial get in the way. Philosophy was, as he knew all too well, the one living gift he had the obligation to grow and develop. So he thought and thought he did, for when meeting eyes with his beloved he saw the evening star dimly shining within them.
And remembered freedom.

And in the blink he turned facing the star. And it was free, for it was not of earth. And he knew he was free, for he was not of those barbaric far reaches. For what if he had been ? A mind such as his, touching the heavens as it was, chained among beasts and savages, his delicate feet left to walk the edgy rocks, his philosophies met by heavy fists to his teeth ?
Her grace, the princess let slip the glass of wine, hands fisted to her mouth, eyes wide, throat silent, for she had seen for the first time in her life her beloved's face turn white, his smile erased and cheeks teared.

21 January 2011

Pater noster, Pater imon, Padre nuestro, Our father. For ever and ever

Oh Thou Cosmic Birther, from whom the breath of life is originated,
Who fills all realms of sound, light and vibration.
Let us experience Your splendor within the core of our being.

Let your heavenly domain be within us.
Let Your will come true in all the universes and on this earth
Give us guidance and wisdom for our daily growth,
Release us from the bonds of error
As we release others from the bonds of guilt.
Let us not be lost in superficial things
But free us from that which keeps us away from our true purpose.
From You comes the all-working will, the strength to act,
the song that beautifies all and renews all from age to age.
Sealed in trust, faith and truth, I confirm it with my entire being. 
Amen
this is not mine. i found it on the internet and i really like it.

14 January 2011

We bored, but we coool

Since it's trendy to be 12 and bored, why not add a little coolness and put some misogyny or misandry on top ?
It sure beats being emo, doesn't it ?
It doesn't matter that you're a delicate totally clueless little bitch with social issues, but it sure teaches those *bastards* how real-cool-kids do battle, eh ?
Because, if you're a 12y old girlie you certainly know everything there is to know about men, you've met more than enough and had *long-lasting-relationships* with intense levels-of-communication and all them bastards let you down, the *fact* that your *men* are nothing more than freshly hatched pups is nothing but a minor and insignificant little detail.
Or, if you're a young know-it-all douche making momma proud, there's definitely enough knowledge in your vast spiritual essence to fill libraries whole on women-related topics. Who would even *ask* about your couple-months(at best) old *dead-serious-relationships* with kittens so fresh their pubes are having a hard time deciding to take a peek at the vast outdoors ?
Nah, of course you know. You know it all. So knowing and wise you are that you even decided to help others less fortunate than your *great* self, by placing labels here and there: that one sucks, this one blows, that one's worthless, but why should you stop here ?
Because it's *such* a time-saver to just label them all : Girls are worthless! Boys are worthless !
They do of course fall in your wisely devised categories and given your excessive experience there's no room for error.

Put that wisdom and knowledge to good use and answer this
"What's your excuse for not growing the f* up?"

Why this? because i'm bored of all the status messages i'm seeing lately.

12 January 2011

the the

I left high school in 2004. As I look back on my life since then, I realize that some things gave changes, and some things have stayed the same. Let me start by telling you about some of the changes… I used to spend the time at home, didn't go out much, there was little or no social life in my picture. I preferred computer games.. Yes, they had their purpose i guess. Otherwise they wouldn't have happened.     
I'm not that much into games nowadays. Not computer games anyway. I don't remember what i used to do and still do and it's not something i could write about at the flip of a switch. Maybe it works for others, not me.
I can write about what changed. I changed. i got out of the house and into the open.I got a job, i grew up, I've fallen in love, i got hurt, i moved on.
What don't I do ? I don't know. Probably things i consider bad. Really bad. Given a really desperate situation i wouldn't be so sure though.
Sometimes I think about anything small to big, big to small, it never matters, not for me anyway, perhaps I think too much and do too little about it.But I'm sure that will change too, perhaps it's already changing. Most of the time I'm trying to make sense of it. It being everything. Kind of a big job.Maybe a few eternities away i'll see it done.
    But usually I just hope and pray for the best. God bless.

28 September 2010

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why do they they put so much emphasis on *free*
they have abused the word so much, it's so beyond irritating.
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29 July 2010

pokeritze si rockalari

pokeritze si rockalari sau the PokenRock syndrome.

Stiu ca sunt nenumarate opere de arta pe tema asta, dar cu sfiala imi permit a aduce cateva completari(sper) nenumaratelor descrieri si satire la adresa pokemonilor sau cum au mai fost denumiti toti acesti wannabes.

Pentru cei care inca nu sunt in tema sa incep cu a defini conceptele:
sa incepem cu pokertizele ;)) vorba aia, "ladies" first:

Pokeritza [plural pokeritze]
Este categoria care le cuprinde pe donsoarele care (chiar de la aparitia parului pubian sau mai devreme) au avut destul respect de sine incat sa se decida ca a fi doar pitzi nu este spiritual implinitor, drept urmare au decis ca the next best thing must be rock. Rock is cool, rock is wicked, brutal and trendy. In viziunea donsoarelor este tot ce au nevoie pentru a se pozitiona confortabil pe scara sociala.

Rockalar [plural rockalari]
Este categoria care cuprinde mititeii tristi si neintelesi care au decis sa-si despleteasca aripile roz-bombon in speranta unui curent ascendent cu destinatia rockosfera. That's the big thing. That's the serious thing. That's the kind of thing that makes them "men". Seriozitate, maturitate, inteligentza (nu oricine asculta rock domle).

Toate bune si frumoase, pasaricile si-au luat zborul si acu dau din cap pa ritmuri rock. Pasaroii si-au incruntat sprancenele si acuma sunt pradatori fiorosi. True warriors, fierce beasts of the skies! *yay*.

Ne plimbam prin cluburi dha 'roackeri', ascultam 'metale', dam din cap si suntem cool, ne tragem o sarma in 5 coltzuri si moare sucubelele dupe noi.

Automat intr-o nefericita conversatie cu un 'proaspat "adept"' al curentului esti confruntat cu intrebari sau raspunsuri fundamentale(filozofice domle) de gen:
la rockalar:
"iti place tricoul meu? eee l-am luat de la concert" (ma da ce fidel esti cauzei)
"fa si mie cunostinta cu ceva fete" (...ce-ai zis ma?, sa ma fac eu de kkt pentru tine? fuck off)
"e misto in clubu asta, e imbracata mortal lumea" (te-am intebat ceva?)
la pokeritza:
"esti rocker?" (nu fa, ti se pare)
"cine canta piesa asta?"  (taci in **** sh'asculta)
"vaaai ce pleata faina ai!!!" (te-ai umezit bine?)
both:
"ce trupe preferate ai?" (cati ani ai tu ma?)
o piesa anume in boxe: "am toate albumele lor" (bravo, stii sa numeri)
"nu te supara pot sa stau si eu la masa cu voi, pareti de treaba" (mdah macar atat)

Despre zmei e funny ca vin impachetati cu grija, parul lins, ciocu sus si privirea in "flacari". E clar, ti se vor prabusi atat de multe pokeritze la picioare incat se vor deteriora bocancii lu taticu frecati ore in sir cu atat grija. Dar ca un dur trebuie sa suferi, arata-le ca esti barbat feroce! *hrr*

Nu prea stau sa fac critica adresata masculilor feroce din generatia proaspat rasarita, ii trimit la origini si-mi vad de ale mele, in schimb nu ma pot abtine cand vine vorba de sexul frumos si destept :)))). Cel mai bine se observa rafinamentul si delicatetea cand incep sa donsoarele a dansa pe tot felul de alternative de 2 lei jumate.
Muama da ce tare esti tu, si cate kilograme de vopsea neagra ti-ai turnat in par, cat ruj negru ti-ai pictat pe bot si ce grija ai avut cand ti-ai varuit obrajii, sprancenele si genele dar mai cu seama cum ai avut devotamentul si rabdarea de otel la capitolul gheare, cu cata grija le-ai lipit si le-ai imbrobodit intr-un negru lucios. Si cat de mult ai colindat prin targ dupa tinichele intzepatoare. Cum ai plans nopti in sir si ai visat minunata clipa in care vei straluci in dantela corsetului(imprumutat). Ce sa mai zic, esti o printesa goth in inima noptii.

Pana cand imi dansezi lambada pe fundal limbi in parc ( n-am nimic cu fanii LinkinPark si nici cu trupa in sine, doar ca am vazut prea multi sparti si sparte -cu mici exceptii- care au evoluat spiritual spre universul rock prin trupa asta ). Aici ai stricat-o asa de bine, ca mai bine stateai acasutza si iti faceai poze la bombeu cu aparatu lu mami in oglinjoara.

Si ma intreaba lumea da ce ai bre cu ei ? ... Nimic :) (slava Domnului)
Bine si atunci de ce ii iei la misto ? (mai mult decat se iau singuri nu sunt capabil, fac doar haz de necaz partea proasta e ca ei nu se prind)
Ok fie si totusi care e problema? Ignora-i! ("este" muultii bree, prea muuulti)
Ai prea multe principii! (ti-am zis eu -join the club- si nu stiu?)

Am aberat destul :))
stay metal, puisor de zmeu \m/

11 February 2010

Logic

Yeah, taken from my deviantart account.. what can i do ? :P i can't find inspiration on command
here it gouz:

I am a scorpio. And word goes my kind's annoyingly logical.
Therefore it's only logical that I try to logically explain myself.
A bit.

Logic is the balance in everything. Understanding or better said
comprehending the nature of the universe and hmmm it's opposite. That I will
call nothingverse or better yet nonverse.

So we have balance.
Balance is the way I try to explain the coexistence of the verses in what i define as infinity. This universe is governed by laws and therefore is ordered and perfectly balanced.
The
<Everything> is perfect balance. Therefore the <Nothing> must be perfect chaos.
They define one another as they pass through each other in the never-ending
spiral.

The ancient yin yang symbol or the horizontal 8 represent this. The Y/Y is
spinning. The light side with darkness in it's core just like a galaxy from
our universe with it's super giant black hole at the middle, the dark side
with light, a twin-galaxy of the nonverse. spinning together, defining each-
other. Funny how scientists labeled the most encountered "matter" in our
universe as dark matter. (dark matter is hypothetical matter that is
undetectable by its emitted radiation, but whose presence can be inferred
from gravitational effects on visible matter [wikipedia quote])
;) always defining each other.

Similar is the horizontal 8. Everything-ness alwas passes through the middle. yet the center is null. There goes my personal quote "infinity is null"
It is balanced.
Same goes with day-to-day life. If one is at a tremendous loss, someone else is overwhelmed with joy. Then at a later sequence in time the roles may shift. Popularly called wheel of fate, karma, etc. There is no life without pain, as there is no life without joy. They are all just shifting paths toward balance in it's sequences(or time).

Therefore, if you do not understand this, there's definitely someone who does. And if you're looking for the answers, they are also looking for you.
If you try to do something awfully evil, rest assured there's someone going to stop you with just as much willpower as yourself. If you try to do something lovely there will be someone who just couldn't help it and try to ruin it. In time though, balance can be achieved. Makes me wonder if it's all just neutral. Time will most definitely tell >:), but my -scorpio intuition- tells me there's more to it than this.

If you mock this, you are doing a perfect job of maintaining balance. What I believe is logical, you may see as chaotic. It is your obligation to intervene. What you are doing in effect is actually obeying the laws of logic without realizing it.

This may not be traditional logic, it may relate to the field of philosophy, but I believe that logic is infinitely complex and therefore all of it except a very very small part hasn't been yet analyzed by human beings. And what is more beautiful in all of Logic's splendor, than to let it's infinity be touched by the mind of one puny creature like myself ?

However, given the fractal nature of infinity, I can logically conclude that puny and massive are all relative. And what is really un-relative and undefinable is thought.

So if you have no f'ing idea what you've just read, rest assured.
Your mind suddenly became unbalanced.
Your mind is already trying to address this issue.
Neurons are already connecting in ways as they never have before.
You are changing in order to regain balance through understanding.
It's logical, isn't it ?
:) please comment. if i've shaped the mind of one, i've changed the universe