12 January 2011

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I left high school in 2004. As I look back on my life since then, I realize that some things gave changes, and some things have stayed the same. Let me start by telling you about some of the changes… I used to spend the time at home, didn't go out much, there was little or no social life in my picture. I preferred computer games.. Yes, they had their purpose i guess. Otherwise they wouldn't have happened.     
I'm not that much into games nowadays. Not computer games anyway. I don't remember what i used to do and still do and it's not something i could write about at the flip of a switch. Maybe it works for others, not me.
I can write about what changed. I changed. i got out of the house and into the open.I got a job, i grew up, I've fallen in love, i got hurt, i moved on.
What don't I do ? I don't know. Probably things i consider bad. Really bad. Given a really desperate situation i wouldn't be so sure though.
Sometimes I think about anything small to big, big to small, it never matters, not for me anyway, perhaps I think too much and do too little about it.But I'm sure that will change too, perhaps it's already changing. Most of the time I'm trying to make sense of it. It being everything. Kind of a big job.Maybe a few eternities away i'll see it done.
    But usually I just hope and pray for the best. God bless.